30.12.13

ramblins from zone 00

you know that feeling when you fully believe you've misplaced something essential.
Just a bit panicky.
Just a bit.

But you calm yourself down.
You remember your breath.  

You recall with faith the beauty of letting go.

then, once you've come to terms with your plot in this world, you realize that the reason you couldn't find that one essential something is because you put it back last time you used it.

it's been right here all along.
right where it belongs.
you just couldn't see it.

                it's that profoundly human, paradoxical feeling:
the one that pats us on the back 
while simultaneously smacking us in the forehead.

12.12.13

pues vamos ya.

it's hard to know where to begin.
it makes a body wonder how so much living gets crammed into a life...

when last i connected with you, o vast interwebs, i'd been in mexico for a moment, but the experience had truly just begun.

& now i'm back stateside, where its easier to get a hold of something called a bacon buffalo ranch chicken McSandwich than it is to get an actual chicken. merr.

i've got to admit i've been a bit spoiled: woken by roosters and the sun, privy to in-season citrus fruits i'd never seen, papaya con limon, walking through a fairyland of wild flowers, made pliant by the dual action of mezcal and manual labor, in the midst of a vibrant food culture, passing time with wonderful humans, graciously fed amazing meals by the wonderful Madame Flowers, cups full of amazing coffee, basking in the glow of a life free from cell phones and superfluous social media.

Mexico is magical.  & i hope to get back there to explore more, visit the beautiful souls i was privileged to meet & get closer to, and hopefully improve my fledgeling spanish skills.

among the many lessons learned on this adventure, though, is the fact that i want all my travels to have purpose: to work on a project, to learn, to teach.  i don't want to be a tourist, i want to actively contribute to collective endeavors.


And that's exactly what i got to do during my stay in Santa Rosa. 

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